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Saturday, January 13, 2007

Everyone has a job but me...

Its me with the lamentations again.. For those who are sick of reading such things on my blog, I do not blame you. Im equally sick at having to type all these traumatising experiences. Thot I got a job yesterday but when I arrived for orientation, it turned out to be a sales job. 8am to 6pm, Mon to Sat near Aljunied. Right... I did the math and per hr pay was around 5. Sales on the streets, no quota but nontheless that. Judge people.. Am I too fussy here?? Slap me with the truth please.

Today I registered with some tuition agencies online, hoping to get a tuition job or something. I am exhausted physically and mentally. Physically because some new neighbour upstairs love sweeping the floor at 6am and somehow I can hear the swish of the broom. Mentally because I have never felt so much exponentially increasing disappointment (nearly one fortnight of interviews and agents) in my entire life.

ZQ my faithful buddy in job-hunting decided to take the warehouse job. Im not sure if I mentioned it to anyone, but its extremely challenging with potentially high rewards. I did not take that because I doubt it suits me and I have no interest. Somehow I think that I will not do well at the job anyway, thus the high rewards may not be meant for me. Moreover, its a 3wk job with only 1, one, satu, single day break. Even if there's more break days, the most will only be 2. 9am to 6pm with chance for OT. Sometimes 7am to 7pm. Its a seasonal job thus this mountain of work. I applaud ZQ for his acceptance of this job. All the best.

Justin's gonna work at some law firm. Apparently the pay sucks, like around 100 per wk. but due to special circumstances, there are many fringe benefits in that job (which I shall not divulge), thus his acceptance.

I learnt one thing today. Interest is mostly forsaken when job-hunting now, with no degree and zero work experience. Actually I did not learn this, I only got reminded. I knew this fact long time before my first day of job-hunting.

Somehow I just wanna teach now for my whole life or sth. I wont mind seriously. Even though Miss Lim said that I shld venture out before I sign on to teaching, since teaching is always there for me. However I really do not give much of a damn about the outside world. Just let me teach now and leave the regrets till later. Met up with some teaching frens recently and heard the job's a real big challenge. Point taken. However I still wanna do it, like now asap or sth. Seriously, if I had enough students, I will tut till sch starts. If I can afford it, I will not charge them. (I think I mentioned this before)

Arggh watever. Im totally drained and I hate leeching off mom. Fuck, my life has never been worse.

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