Not every job is my cup of Milo, but its time to wake up

Went job hunting today again and Im freaking sick of not getting a job. Why am I not getting a job despite countless interviews? Despite lacking work experience, I fuss over the hourly pay, the work hours and all. Am I being too fussy or am I just pursuing the minimum best that I think I deserve? Am I shooting myself in the leg? I do not wish to discuss this now.

Glad that I am getting my tuition pay again. Hope that by then my agents will bring me good news so that I need not be victimised by frictional unemployment.

I went back to my alma maters to place my name on the relief teaching list. Due to my late arrival, I think I need to return again tml to affirm my status. Saw so many teachers promoted to VPs and HODs.. Wow! Just in the span of 4 yrs plus and so much has happened. I should think my future is not much different from them, provided I work hard.

Today's job hunt is more fruitful than previous ones. There was a setback but I rather not type it out since there's so much details. Nonetheless, I am ambivalent about today's job endeavour. Sad to see that I am screwing myself, and also motivated in some ways that I am not truly marginalised in the work world. It's all up to me, my choices and expectations. When I wake up with a job one day (it better be soon), things will look up for sure. If future events go smoothly, maybe I can be a principal some day.

Right.......