I see cobwebs here and Im not exactly sure where the feather duster is..
I can swear I pretty much forgot wat this website does till BitchY cyber-publicly reminded me of this entity's existence..
I was just recalling why I had this hiatus and I think its cos I find my life pretty boring. Gone were the days where I hang out everyday, being so busy such that I find that time is never enough. The socialite days arent there that much now. I allowed my desire for solitude to take over (probably too much) and its the recluse that dominates my life now.
There are many things I cannot be bothered to care about. For instance this bloggie which I got for probably the most unsubstantial reasons. I cant be bothered (seriously) to go around knowing more girls to increase my chances of finding a girlfriend (I quote this from someone). And numerous other things which Im pretty apathetic towards, which I cant think offhand. Sometimes, I (and many others) are amazed at what I DO care about. Let me recall, Food, Myself, getting driving off my ass, loved ones, probably studies in future, and able to roam the world in future. Is that too little on my list? Should I add more aims? Ah who cares... (See wat I mean..)
Im taking Japanese soon. Paid less than 20 for online lessons; thats 10% of the cost considering that SAF is paying the 90%. Ask me why another time... I need the online lessons to come soon and I need a Japanese conversing partner..
Driving is getting better. I did not get screwed so much these days. My instructor is teaching me right turn parking and reversing now. He is hardly around a quarter of the time when Im doing all this, talking on the phone or with the other instructors. Seriously if not for my independent learning ability, I would have either sacked him or there will be many more lessons to come. Many have asked why I still employ his services. Yes, he is my grand-dad's friend, I paid $30 membership fee yada yada.. But basically Im just too lazy to go find another one. Moreover I have been doing ok even with his attitude. I dun see why my license should be deprived due to his sloth.
My life is still boring. I think I m not meant to work. Not in the admin side at least. Red tape is killing me.
Conclusion for the month: Admin work saps the life and brains out of a person. And Im so not gonna do it in future. Im gonna do the opposite
I was just recalling why I had this hiatus and I think its cos I find my life pretty boring. Gone were the days where I hang out everyday, being so busy such that I find that time is never enough. The socialite days arent there that much now. I allowed my desire for solitude to take over (probably too much) and its the recluse that dominates my life now.
There are many things I cannot be bothered to care about. For instance this bloggie which I got for probably the most unsubstantial reasons. I cant be bothered (seriously) to go around knowing more girls to increase my chances of finding a girlfriend (I quote this from someone). And numerous other things which Im pretty apathetic towards, which I cant think offhand. Sometimes, I (and many others) are amazed at what I DO care about. Let me recall, Food, Myself, getting driving off my ass, loved ones, probably studies in future, and able to roam the world in future. Is that too little on my list? Should I add more aims? Ah who cares... (See wat I mean..)
Im taking Japanese soon. Paid less than 20 for online lessons; thats 10% of the cost considering that SAF is paying the 90%. Ask me why another time... I need the online lessons to come soon and I need a Japanese conversing partner..
Driving is getting better. I did not get screwed so much these days. My instructor is teaching me right turn parking and reversing now. He is hardly around a quarter of the time when Im doing all this, talking on the phone or with the other instructors. Seriously if not for my independent learning ability, I would have either sacked him or there will be many more lessons to come. Many have asked why I still employ his services. Yes, he is my grand-dad's friend, I paid $30 membership fee yada yada.. But basically Im just too lazy to go find another one. Moreover I have been doing ok even with his attitude. I dun see why my license should be deprived due to his sloth.
My life is still boring. I think I m not meant to work. Not in the admin side at least. Red tape is killing me.
Conclusion for the month: Admin work saps the life and brains out of a person. And Im so not gonna do it in future. Im gonna do the opposite
posted by S|M0nG at
10:00:00 PM
2 Comments:
It's interesting to know that you are finding your life boring now! What can be more boring than army life?! Lol. Good to know that you're driving your way up to getting a license. Just endure a bit more. It'll be all worthwhile. At least you don't need to be travelling in a sardine packed vehicle that often if you get to drive. Haha. Oh yea, I don't think admin jobs are for me either. It's just a bore to face the computer from 8 to 5 and go through numerous stacks of papers just to get things done. So if you don't think it suits u, move on. It's not as if you're depending on this job to survive right now. So why wait?
Ultimately, you choose what you want in life. Haha, don't let laziness or sloppiness stop you from achieving the fruits of labour. Work hard. And smile next. =)
By
nightcharmer, At
April 7, 2007 at 7:32:00 PM GMT+8
Thanks for yr encouraging words.. :)
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S|M0nG, At
April 7, 2007 at 8:49:00 PM GMT+8
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