Whining becomes querulously boring and that is a fact.
Thot this BitchY sentence made quite a bit of sense, thus deserving the title.
I was never friends with the computer.... Why? Cos its a life companion (Looking at status quo, calling it my friend is an understatement) Now and probably forever.
Despite my utter hatred of staring at the screen for 9 hrs on wkdays, (coming back home only to stare at it for another 1-2 hrs), Im still doing it... My periodicals and newspapers are playing with spiderwebs next to my computer and myself, having given up hope on being selected. So much for advocating continual learning... Tell me more about the ironies of life please.
There are so many things that we will love to do but somehow we never endeavour it
Failed endeavours: --Going on an airplane trip that does not involve bashing into forests
--Start doing community work every weekend
--Start reading more often
--(Last and probably the worst) Less outings and more indoors
These are all I can think of in my drowsy mind now; Most probably more, given my lackadaisical, procrastinating shadow. Im in a constant state of fatigue and I do not even know who to blame. My constant outdoors status scares me sometimes, turning my house into a hotel and the fact that Im hardly making much improvement in my life scares me even more. Of course Im not literally scared, but Im pretty pissed at such wasted enthusiasm. Whats the point of making goals if they are hardly endeavoured?
The greatest sin on Earth is most probably selfishness. I think whatever Im doing with my life now may be the first runner-up. Im shooting myself in the leg and I do not even give a shit about it. Bandage anyone?? Or will a wake-up call be more useful?
I was never friends with the computer.... Why? Cos its a life companion (Looking at status quo, calling it my friend is an understatement) Now and probably forever.
Despite my utter hatred of staring at the screen for 9 hrs on wkdays, (coming back home only to stare at it for another 1-2 hrs), Im still doing it... My periodicals and newspapers are playing with spiderwebs next to my computer and myself, having given up hope on being selected. So much for advocating continual learning... Tell me more about the ironies of life please.
There are so many things that we will love to do but somehow we never endeavour it
Failed endeavours: --Going on an airplane trip that does not involve bashing into forests
--Start doing community work every weekend
--Start reading more often
--(Last and probably the worst) Less outings and more indoors
These are all I can think of in my drowsy mind now; Most probably more, given my lackadaisical, procrastinating shadow. Im in a constant state of fatigue and I do not even know who to blame. My constant outdoors status scares me sometimes, turning my house into a hotel and the fact that Im hardly making much improvement in my life scares me even more. Of course Im not literally scared, but Im pretty pissed at such wasted enthusiasm. Whats the point of making goals if they are hardly endeavoured?
The greatest sin on Earth is most probably selfishness. I think whatever Im doing with my life now may be the first runner-up. Im shooting myself in the leg and I do not even give a shit about it. Bandage anyone?? Or will a wake-up call be more useful?
posted by S|M0nG at
12:55:00 AM
4 Comments:
Well BitchY is right about the title. No one says work was fun, but since u haf to do it and u made a choice to, just stfu and do it. Call it self inflicted but do u really want to b buming ard? Thats a greater sin and prob a more fustrating and painful way to lead a life despite the short-term pleasures attacted to it. Well adjust ur mindset to feel the joy in work. For starters treat it as a form of self-improvement? Besides reading papers isnt as hard. I mean come on u read so fast surely 30min is enuff? If u really want to do it nothing can and will seperate u frm it. All just a question of piority. As for staying at home, wat defines ur home? I do see that u spent a great deal of time outside wif ur mum. Perhaps ur "home" was wif u all the time. Thats why u feel comfortable out? If it is just private time alone than u haf just better learn to say no. Hard to pls all ur buddies and friends but how can u please them to the best of ur ability when u urself ar miserable/distracted? Its quality time wif them dude not quantity. So dun waste ur time and energy complaining abt the world cos it wun give a shit abt u unless u do smthing more worthwhile. So channel the energy to the list of things u feel ar necessary and just do them. If u dun like them either u find a way to appreciate em or erase em. Its up to u to feel how happy n fulfilled u want ur life to be. Its damn hard to do so but who ever said the route to happiness was a smooth sailing path?
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Anonymous, At
March 4, 2007 at 8:20:00 PM GMT+8
thanx to anonymous for his wake up call. Just to let everyone know, I have long got over this phase. However im really glad that anon made so much sense. I cant tell who u are, but even if u are a stranger (who I think u r) I think u for bothering to tag.. And yr concern of cos :)
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S|M0nG, At
March 4, 2007 at 11:16:00 PM GMT+8
Dude i haf to b real powerful and well connected stranger! Hehe some text just are not wat a stranger will say or know. Hello wat are u thinking? Just wanted to be left unknown. Well i hope u ar indeed and fully out of that phase. Well to assure others abt it, y not try acting like it? No one likes a perpetual sour/rotting grape!
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Anonymous, At
March 5, 2007 at 2:58:00 PM GMT+8
Thanks for confirming that u are not some old fogey from America laughing his ass off.
I doubt I will know who u are in the near future (or ever) but I will like it if u can tag often. Essays welcome too X-)
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S|M0nG, At
March 6, 2007 at 8:15:00 PM GMT+8
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