Repercussions of doing something I have always wanted to.......

I have been doing something I have always wanted to... AVOID and NEVER DO AGAIN...

Work, facing the computer nine hours a day, is living hell.

I also feel that Im more cranky nowadays.
Probably because of fatigue (cos I hate sleeping so early, yet having to wake early) and that I dunno what to do when I get back home everyday, since I do not have much time left for the day. My life is losing its meaning. I cant see numbers and words everyday hoping that the world will pass me by.

Right now, words sput out from my mouth like raw, unprocessed data, taking a detour away from the brain. If u want the truth from me, now is probably the best time.
Im starting to see a different side of me now. Hate it when Im forced to do something and this is what I get. If not because I want to see more numbers behind the money sign in my bank book, I will not bother to subject myself to such misery.

By the way, the picture is the daily pornography I see everyday enroute to work. Kind of funny that the dog is smiling as it shits. (Its got pretty small balls if u observe) Apparently relief makes us happy. My relief will have to wait.... For a very long time....