Procrastination again...

I tried looking for a blogskin again today... But the ones I saw are not reaching my expectations. Again, either my expectations are too high or its time for them to improve on their work. I got so du lan and impatient whilst searching, I decided to write this entry.
What a lame reason..... I think I need to work on my threshold of patience, for the sake of my future students. Im too easily irritable.

Then I just recalled I have not touched driving since the last Final Theory lesson. This is really something to be pissed about, and its my own doing again... Im kicking myself in the ass even though I know I cant do tt in reality. Maybe I shld start tryin that, then maybe I will wake up my ideas and start attending theory lessons. I need my license before Uni otherwise I doubt I will ever get it when I start assimilating into Uni life.

Gosh I really cant do things tt I hate now.. Worse thing is I do not even know when I lost the motivation to push myself. Maybe its the day when I saw pink, the pink ic. Maybe I felt that there's no need to push and force myself to serve anymore. Maybe its in me all along that Im procrastinating, just that I did not show this syndrome previously for the past yr or so... Great... another marvellous facet of me..