I find myself so useless..
I learnt one thing. Man is fallible, and he is certainly no God. Do not expect me to write details on why I am swining on this post.
I have seen confusion, sorrow, anger etc in the eyes of many people. Why cant I relieve these negative emotions from them??? FUCK.. (I hate it when I swear, it shows tt I cant think, that I am overwhelmed and Im not adhering to my anti-profanity principle)
People have asked me before why I do not seem to have any problems. Why am I always the cheerio me? Why? Is it just a face I put in front of all of u so that no one will worry? Is it because I use my apathy to shun all problems, ignoring their existence?
Or is it because my optimism is so strong that it can attenuate the severity of any mighty problem and turn them into branches that I snap under my feet? Or is it because of sheer good luck? Karma?
The answer. All of the above..?..!.. :S I know and I do not know the answer. I cannot even eliminate the confusion in me now, what more to say for others.
I am but Man and not the omniscient, nor the omnipotent. I feel for the ones that I care and I am freaking useless in making their lives better. All I can do is provide a listening ear and some advice. And probably a few cents to charity. And probably take less plastic bags from the supermart in a bid to save the environment. FUCK What is the point of all this. The root of the problem is still there.
Someone empower me. Even if it is God (even though I doubt thee). I cannot bear to see all this. The world is suffering. People are suffering. My efforts and concern are too minimal to be of effect. DAMN...
Dear reader. if yr mouth is gaping at what the hell I just wrote, or feeling overwhelmed as the same as I am now. or watever, I do not blame u.. At least u know that u are Man.
Why am I writing all this here... The online world has not earned its perogative to read Simon. Come here journal...
I have seen confusion, sorrow, anger etc in the eyes of many people. Why cant I relieve these negative emotions from them??? FUCK.. (I hate it when I swear, it shows tt I cant think, that I am overwhelmed and Im not adhering to my anti-profanity principle)
People have asked me before why I do not seem to have any problems. Why am I always the cheerio me? Why? Is it just a face I put in front of all of u so that no one will worry? Is it because I use my apathy to shun all problems, ignoring their existence?
Or is it because my optimism is so strong that it can attenuate the severity of any mighty problem and turn them into branches that I snap under my feet? Or is it because of sheer good luck? Karma?
The answer. All of the above..?..!.. :S I know and I do not know the answer. I cannot even eliminate the confusion in me now, what more to say for others.
I am but Man and not the omniscient, nor the omnipotent. I feel for the ones that I care and I am freaking useless in making their lives better. All I can do is provide a listening ear and some advice. And probably a few cents to charity. And probably take less plastic bags from the supermart in a bid to save the environment. FUCK What is the point of all this. The root of the problem is still there.
Someone empower me. Even if it is God (even though I doubt thee). I cannot bear to see all this. The world is suffering. People are suffering. My efforts and concern are too minimal to be of effect. DAMN...
Dear reader. if yr mouth is gaping at what the hell I just wrote, or feeling overwhelmed as the same as I am now. or watever, I do not blame u.. At least u know that u are Man.
Why am I writing all this here... The online world has not earned its perogative to read Simon. Come here journal...
posted by S|M0nG at
12:42:00 AM
1 Comments:
Sometimes - most of the time - all the time - providing a listening ear and giving advice is exactly enough. People don't expect you to solve their problems for them; they expect you to listen when they want to whine, and sometimes to provide some advice. That's it. We have to solve our own problems. That's the only way we'll learn.
So, my point is, don't be so hard on yourself. You're my closest guy friend and like, one of the few close friends I have so I think that says a lot about you. To put it in an awfully pedestrian and unsophisticated manner, you totally rock, dude! Because you do. Truly.
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